kebosanan dirumah -_-Day by day , perasaan ni tak tahan nak jumpa dengan Bie . I want to stay beside him . Nak cerita dengan dia apa yang berlaku , i want to cry on his shoulder . I want he wipe my tears . Bila bie? Penat dah dengan segala yang berlaku kat sini . Bila nak 18 ni ?(!) . Bila bangun dari tidur je , i hope my day will be fine and takde yang sepak terajang . Maki hamun from N .Bila semua ni nak end ?
I hope when i wake up from sleep and see everything is ok but when will i get the day my life would be great ? I try to think what a lilttle thing that make my life would be great .Seriously , im tired being like this . I want stay at place that so safe , so calm . Tapi bila ? Sayang , can u please promise me that u will stay beside me forever ? I need you :.)
Just because , im quiet doesn't mean i dont have a lot to say .
Just because , i appear happy , doesn't mean everything's ok
Just because , i sarcastic , doesn't mean i dont take things seriously .
Just because , i forgive , doesn't mean i forgot .
Just because , i dont listen to you , doesn't mean i dont care .
Just because , im gullible , doesn't mean u can lie to me .
Just because , im stubborn , doesn't mean im not easy going.
Just because , i dont show my feeling , doesn't mean i dont have any .
Just because , im unsure , doesn't mean im afraid
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Lepak dengan wifey and bercerita tentang masa akan datang . Selepas aku umur 18 , aku nak stay dekat k.L . Kerja kat sana , and bila ada duit lebih , aku cari rumah sewa . Wifey pun cakap she also want stay with me . Hahaha , wifey sayang .. you baru 13 tahun sekarang ni . Kitaorang nak duk 1 rumah . Masak sama2 , bila malam keluar overnight sama2 . Best kan sayang ? Kitaorang bercerita apa yang kitaorang tak puas hati dalam hidup ni . She disappointed with all people yang buat dia macam hamba abdi , tikam belakang dia , tipu dia .
Sabar lah babe . Kita punya situation sama je . Even she baru 13 tapi dia dah matured tahu . Apa yang kitaorang plan tu , kitaorang nak jugak (!) .
Bie kata , aku ni lain dari ex2 girlfriend dia thats why dia sayang aku . Bila aku tanya apa yang lain . Dia cakap aku ni suka kutuk2 dia , ex2 dia tak berani nak kutuk dia . Lagipun dia tak suka girl yang skema sangat , bila dia kata apa2 , biar je .. haha . Kelakar lah lu ni derr . Tapi kutuk mengutuk tu adat kita lah kan , bie? We start our relationship kan dengan friendship dulu . Thats why , lu faham wa , wa pun faham lu ;).
Got phone call from my auntie , agak terkejut when she ask me to help her something like betrayal person yang aku sayang . Memang orang tu buat salah , tapi aku sayang dia . Dia cakap ' I know u hate me sebab pasal dulu tu , i dont even care sebab tu cara i nak didik you but now i really need your help . ' . Im just iyakan aje apa yang dia cakap . Rasa nak menangis pun ada . Should i help her ?urgh (!)
P/S : Jangan main2 boleh tak ? Tak suka tahu tak (!)